Feeling inspired

Last few days have been filled with some serious self induced pity parties. My body is pretty tired and these last few weeks really feel like they are ticking by.

As I sat in front of my computer trying to figure out what else I can search about due dates, I decided to look at my pregnancy with Belli...from the beginning.

So I went back to 2007. God that was seriously a long time ago. Anyway, after reading all of my posts, many before I was even pregnant and still in the "trying" phase, I can't believe I lost sight of what we went through to have our little angel. Almost like I took getting pregnant naturally for granted.

I kept reading and reading, shocked at what I experienced the first time around. How positive I was, (until the last doctor's appointment, lol) and how grateful I was to even be where I am now. I even got to the day I delivered, months after her birth, laughed at videos of Isabella making her crazy baby noises.

So, now I am inspired. I can do this. I am so lucky to have this baby growing inside my belly. I want to apologize for complaining and whining day in and day out of my pains.

This baby can have as much time as it needs to grow and be healthy.

Positive thoughts!!