Extra Nervous!

This week is a big week for me. I am almost 9 and 1/2 weeks and the last time I was pregnant, the baby stopped developing around this time and I ended up miscarrying at almost 11 weeks (I was not considered high risk then, and was not being monitored weekly). Although, this pregnancy has actually been a lot different than the first, my nerves are a little more heightened this week.

Things I am feeling now that I didn't before: nauseous!, waking up at least 3 times a night to go to the bathroom, TIRED, and I'm already showing! I mean really...I don't understand it. Plus, my progesterone at the last visit was doing really good. (My progesterone with the last pregnancy at 8 weeks only came in at 13). So, I am hoping that all of those "extra" symptoms means this one is going to make it!

Seriously, I am constantly telling myself, that my body is meant to do this, assisted or not, and that everything is gonna be just fine. My brain says that, but my heart is just still a little scared. So Wed. is a big day, I will actually be 9 weeks and 5 days. Then the following week, well that week, is going to be a big relief as well. Then, the next one and the next one, oh my, there are a lot of next ones! lol

Thanks for listening...be back Thurs.

Bye for now.