4 months pregnant!

Well, I can't believe it has been 4 months already! I would love to say time flies and I am no longer nervous, but I still can't shake the thought that something may still go wrong. I really think this is practice for her arrival. I have a feeling I will never stop worrying about her safety and her protection. It's weird how your instincts kick in this before you can even touch her.
I told myself once I got to 4 months I would start going to the gym again. Dr. Werlin said why do anything just take it easy and my new doctor wants me to watch my weight and blood pressure so she condones moderate exercise. So today, I went to the gym~ first time for everything...lol. I must admit it was a little strange. Strange for several reasons really. First, I looked like I needed some serious dieting tips and my belly protruded out of my pants and pushed out my T shirt. You see, lucky me in clothes I am in the pudgy stage. No one would dare ask if I was pregnant, although I am hoping they assume its baby and not me letting myself go. Secondly, once I got on the treadmill and started walking all I really wanted to do is run! I never WANT to run?? so what gives? I just walked and thought to myself, "I only want to run because I know I can't do it?" I actually watched the girls next to me on both sides dash into mad sprint and I was almost jealous, the one girl was running at a 6.2 and the other at a 6.6~ Um, yeah I'm crazy, I actually looked at their screens and thought to myself "I could so do that". Can anyone say hormones? WOW. Anyway, after walking for about an hour and not breaking a sweat I decided it was time to go home. :) I guess some things don't change.

Below is the most recent picture of my belly! (this used to be my favorite part of reading other peoples blogs, so Ill shup up for now)