So around 12 noon today I got the news. I received a phone call from Dr. Werlin's office. Although I was expecting his voice on the phone (I almost need to hear him tell me everything is okay, weird how much trust you put into a stranger) a sweet voice on the other line said, "Mrs. Spaulding? everything looks good" I said, "really? How good?"...and then the news hit! She said "level came back at a 14, so definitely tells us you ovulated." All I could think was "great" (with a big sigh of sarcasm). Then the poor lady said, "Claudia, all we are looking at is for levels greater than a 10." As I continued to ask her questions (questions I so wish I was asking Dr. Werlin but he is out sick today :( , did I tell you how much I miss him!) that I only know to ask because of my friend Dr. Google, she dropped the bomb..."we like to see levels above a 20 with pregnant woman." Ummm...what does that mean? I'm okay where I am at my measly 14 because I am not pregnant and that all they could tell me at that point is that I ovulated (which we confirmed last Sunday!) did they already know that I am not pregnant? I mean what the hell does that mean! So of course I asked her. She said, "oh no honey, this doesn't rule out you are pregnant, you progesterone will rise to that level if you are pregnant." So then she said, "I need to call Dr. Werlin to see if you need to be put on progesterone supplements." I said, "okay and asked her to call me back." The phone rang again about a half hour later and she said she had talked to Dr. Werlin and that he had said he didn't think that the supplements were necessary. I said okay. But now as I write this I wonder, is he not putting me on supplements because he already knows my fate? I am a gambler at heart, and I would put money on the fact that he already knows the results of this cycle. Why make me wait? what is this madness about!
I hate Mondays and today I am not feeling strong enough to know the truth anyway. So maybe its gods work that Dr. Werlin didn't break the news. I'm not sure I am emotionally equipped to handle it right now.
Truth and Time right?
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